So i feel like i have swallowed a brick, the weight in my stomach not caused from food but caused from frustration and being down.
I have gained and gained massively. Einstein is right, i am insane, lol, i keep doing the same thing expecting to lose weight.
So tomorrow i am back to it, back to the blood type diet and back to doing every single little piece of incidental exercise i can.
And here it is...
Yep 69.8kg. Almost 70kg. I haven't been that weight since after having the kids. The strange part about it is that it has all come on so fast, like in the last 5 weeks and that all my clothes etc still fit.
I am mainly thinking it is fluid retention from lack of movement but none the less it is still weight and it is still there. The feeling i have is what is weighing me down the most though. God i have never ever let myself get to this and am a bit baffled.
So i am going to channel, channel really really hard on getting my head in the right space and having R out of traction is a great start as we already have 2 appointments to go to tomorrow so we will be on the go all day and i can't wait.
Watch this space... The happy me will be returning, i promise.
No comments:
Post a Comment