Back to where i started

So i suck, yep i suck big time. I have NO idea why i do it to myself but i am back to where i started from. 67.7kg. 

To be honest with myself, today i have no motivation to even try and lose weight... I know i am not happy at this weight, i know i will feel better losing weight and i know how hollow i feel when i see this number on the scales but today i am feeling like bad food is the better option. Oh why does it have to taste sooooo good? You can't tell me that hot chips and chocolate aren't the best foods around? 

Despite my total lack of motivation today i have actually managed to eat really well and am below target for my calorie count. 

So i will try and convince myself, despite this massive lack of desire today, that i need to get back on track, that i need to get moving and shift this weight. Sometimes i think it would be easier to be 72kg again because the weigh came of so much easier then. 

Oh well, i am going to try to find my motivation, i know it's around here somewhere.